9 Words Women Use & How to Decode Them

1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes . Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ … that will bring on a ‘whatever’).
(8) Whatever: Is a women’s way of saying FUCK YOU!
(9) Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to 3.

its be a while..

such a busy bee lately! thought id so a short and quick update. lets see... im currently doing 6 days of school a week -__- monday thru saturday for 1 more month (til end of aug). i know, why would you do such a thing bern?! lol im just making up hours that ive missed during the year so that i can get my attendence percentage on point and so i can graduate before winter break :) and all my absent hours were because i was sick! no ditching no nothing! i am commited and focuseddd maaaayne! lol today was actually one of my busiest days so far. well my morning was. but it was a great learning experience to balance my time and speed it up a bit too. and soon enough, about 3 more weeks, ill be moving up to senior. my 'work' days will be tues-sat with a sun-mon weekend. and by then ill be back to my 5 day a week sched :) im also job hunting! i figured since ive been MIA this year and planning to pretty much keep it like that til i grad, id find a job to just keep me busy and productive. but i havent found one yet. sucksss but im gna keep trying! um yea everything else is the same. boyfriend and i are still going strong. just going thru family problems. its tough. sorta why im trying to keep myself busy. other than that im just taking life day by day. trying to enjoy whats around me.
til next time, folks! <3

Laugh Out Loud

enjoy :)

Update!

soo i know i suck at updating this thing but my nail experiment went pretty swell.. minus the fact that 3 of those nails broke due to clumsiness. im proud of myself lol. anyway, update on my life.. nothing really. still busy with school and all that good stuff. cory and i are good too. umm, i have blonde in my hair which im touching up again tomorrow (for the 3rd time.. im just not satisfied yet lol). ummmm... i got a new phone. the samsung eternity. pretty cool if you ask me. its a touch screen phone.. but doesnt live up to the iphone of course. i was suppose to purchase the iphone that day but i noticed this phone was buy 1 get 1 free andd cheaper than the iphone so i thought id give the other one to my mommy on the day for mothers :) im satisfied with it. i was getting tired of my blackberry and everyone having it and asking for bbm numbers and what not haha but im sure in like 3 months im going to be wanting whatevers new. which kinda makes me mad though because ill have this one and then like a few months later, theyll come out with something way cooler and then ill want that one... itll go on forever haha.


anyway, the pacquiao vs hatton fight was somethinn, wasnt it?! haha i was at a party that had everyone except like 3 people on pacmans side.. lmao. so funny that they thought hatton would win... i think not. not to mention my boyfriend wanted hatton to win.. FAIL! haha sorry baby, but i told you so :) that was a fun night though and a great fight.


anyone neeed a cut? color? help with extentions? mani? pedi?.. contact me :) need that $$$ lol
ill update when i get the chance k. tah taaah now

R.I.P. Lindsay Bennett

such a beautiful soul. graduated hs with honors, dancer on the rebel dance team, and an amazing personality. how could this have happened to such a perfect girl. it so unfair how this came to be. you are truly missed and loved by so many people. lindsay passed away friday night after being hit by a drunk driver on wednesday night who was going the wrong way on the freeway. it makes me soo angry to think someone could be so careless driving like that and and not think about how he couldve controlled what hes done. he took away such a precious life because he thought he should have a few drinks before getting behind the wheel..... really??! like why?! its just not fair...

and today is her 19th birthday. happy birthday linds. im sure youre having a lot of fun up there, dancing in the clouds. please watch over us. rest in peace lindsay. i miss you more and more each day. <3

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heres an article about the incident that they just released today:

An 18-year-old UNLV student has died from injuries suffered late Wednesday in a crash involving a suspected drunken driver.

The Clark County Coroner’s Office identified the student as Lindsay Mychael Bennett of Las Vegas, who died after she was struck by a driver going the wrong way shortly before 9:30 p.m. Wednesday at the 215 Beltway and Windmill Avenue.

The cause of her death was several blunt force trauma injuries from the collision, a spokeswoman for the coroner’s office said. She died of her injuries Friday night, authorities said today.

She would have turned 19 today. Her former teammates from the Coronado High School dance team were spending the evening at her house with her family marking her birthday, dance coach Ginger Rossiter said.

Since the crash Wednesday night, “the girls have stayed very close. They have found comfort in each other and have been kind of staying together all day and all night,” Rossiter said. “They are having a hard time coping, doing the best they can.”

Bennett was captain of the dance team her junior and senior years and received a varsity letter in dance all four years, Rossiter said.

She provided the leadership that helped the team go from barely competitive her junior year to winning a national championship her senior year, Rossiter said.

“She did not accept the failures we had during her junior year,” Rossiter said. “She overcame those with a positive attitude. She was a fighter.”

Bennett graduated with honors in 2008 and went on to UNLV, where she was a Rebel Girl, Rossiter said.

Bennett was majoring in architecture and was always doodling and making cards for her friends, said Jenn Singer, who was friends with Bennett since they were 11.

A vigil in Bennett’s honor is scheduled for Tuesday night at UNLV. Services have been scheduled for 11 a.m. Wednesday at St. Thomas More Catholic Church, 130 N. Pecos Road, in Henderson.

The suspected impaired driver was taken to University Medical Center’s trauma center and released Thursday, said Trooper Kevin Honea of the Nevada Highway Patrol. He has been booked into the Clark County Detention Center, but has not been identified, Honea said.

The investigation into the collision is ongoing.

21 days to break a habit

i gotta stop biting my nails! im starting today. i will keep you updated on how this is going. let's see if i can finally break this damn habit. i will see you guys back here on may 5th.

Happy Birthday Brianne :)

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to youu
happy birthday dear bri

happy birthday to you!

no longer a teen and one more year til she can LEGALLY get into a club lol. dont forget to greet her, you guys! :) love you britchana

Malfunctioning

why does everything in my life seem to be malfunctioning right now? if i cant fix some things, i will most likely go into a deep depression, emo stage.. i dont ever want to be at that level. i am trying to avoid that part. im attempting to solve one of my problems right now ---> i need an effing job ASAP.. for better reasons than just splurging it all on clothes, boots, accessories, hair products, etc (although that would be sooo fucking lovely). well any extra change will be for my personal wish list ha. i am going to make myself go to a bunch of shopping stores, restaurants, offices, etc and applying to whatever might work with my school sched. i know times are soooo damn rough right now and this might be a difficult task for me, but i hope i find something. at this point i dont really give a fcuk where i get hired. just keep that money coming. ill keep you guys updated on how this will go.


other updates: school is great. im accepting clients now :)
on a serious note, i just found out my mom has to get surgery :( i dont know how serious it is and what exactly it is but theres something in her throat? um its in the neck area is all i know. my parents dont like being open about that kind of stuff cus its just a very sensitive subject to talk about. but please pray for her. i love you mom!

update

i just joined twitter hahaha
http://twitter.com/berrrn

-_- haha oh gosh.. thats all for now. its way past my bed time.. sucks.
update sooon!

Procrastination.

3 projects due tomorrow -_-
be back to blog later!

you think you know..

but you have no idea.

David After The Dentist

hahaha so funny

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i couldnt think of a good title.. like a title that would just POP. haha anyway just an update on my life. umm lets see. school is still fun and its going very well. my instructors showed us our test scores on i think 5 of recent tests, both practical and written, and i got 4 100%'s and 1 98%. we had our virgin bleach, bleach retouch, virgin tint, and color retouch (dye) practical today and i got a 100% in it :) the freshman portion of my class is coming to an end in 2 weeks...!! its gone by soo fast! then we move on up to being juniors which means ill be on the clinic floor, which means clients, which will all hopefully be successful! lol anyway so for the last 2 weeks its mainly focusing on group and indiviual porjects. i have a paper due on friday. i should be doing that instead of this lol.

im a bit bummed out that everyone is or will soon be on spring break and ill still be at school. all i could think about is the 4 day weekend my school has in may haha. and as i mentioned before, i dont get a summer break either :( buuut on the bright side, my family and i will be going on a cruise in june :) im soooooo soo soo excited for that!

im going to a passion party on saturday held by the wonderful ms. emi chan lol. im looking foward to see how that night will go haha. me and corys 8 months is coming up soon :) my birthday is next month guyss. april 21st! so is my sister (apr 9), my brother (apr 20), and like 5 other people in my class.

k im done here. see you at the next blog!


"to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist. that is all." -oscar wilde

Late Night Thoughts..

i slept all day and it has left me to be up at this time, thinking about such random things and i feel the need to blog.


i hate the feeling of being used. i also have a hard time saying 'no' sometimes. ive been trying to stay away from being the 'yes man' because then i find people taking advantage of it. im learning to put my foot down and though i super badly hate when people get mad at me for no reason at all or because they couldnt get what they wanted out of me, i then start to feel bad and apologize for something i shouldnt be saying sorry for. im just in a situation that im totally not with at all and its bringing me down so bad that its starting to take control of my thoughts.

drifting away.. drifting from good friends and the friendship not being the same anymore. its really sad but its crazy how peoples attitude change.. well just the way people say things and the way they put their words together. they dont understand that its hurting the other person.

we all have our excuses. mine is being in a relationship. im not afraid to admit it. things have changed with my friends when cory and i were official and in love.. whatever you wanna call it.

going to different schools. you start to see less of that person or your group of friends. it leads to making new friends. making friends with people in your classes and making plans with them leads you guys to become closer friends.

then theres the people you hang out with. youre close friends or best friends. the ones you talk to everyday and talk to about your life. they have such a big influence to who you can become or the way you act or react to things. you might even catch on to their attitudes and they way they pursue things. then you start talking like each other.. share the same lingo.


dude, i dont even know what im trying to say anymore. im too lazy to re-read what i typed up there. life... life is malfunctioning right now. no the world is. people are malfunctioning. just everything is. this blog was unsuccessfully unfinished because my thoughts are just going crazy. what a fucking waste. ok i will attempt to redo this blog in a more sensible, well-reasoned, well-thoughtout manner.

Its Crazy How Things Change

its crazy how you thought you knew someone and then just one day you just seem to know nothing. i know we all change for the good and the bad. im not gonna lie, i know i have changed in many ways. besides the whole growing up part, my life is completely different than it was a year ago. from the people i hang out with, to who im super close to, to my daily sched and even to my appearance.. from long hurr don curr to short hurr donnt currrrr & a couple of lbs heavier -_- haha how fucking sad but on the real, its just crazy.
a year ago, it was my senior year in hs and i was going crazy with always partying on weekends and school nights, i was single too and that right there makes a big diff now a days. the people i hung out with which was pretty much meccamee heads all day errday and my best friends. school, working, and dance took up most of my time then.
& now i gotss myself a boyfriend. he takes up like my life lol. im always with him so now im hanging out with his friends. met a buncccch of new peoples. and school! oh man.. having school everyday seems like high school all over again but much better... despite the fact that im at school for 8 1/2 hours, monday- friday, no spring break, no summer break, just a few holidays and winter break for time off -_- i barely ever see my friends.. like the ones who were attached to my hip even before i got with my boo thang. we sorta just drifted apart. its really sad but hey, people change. we're at diff schools so that means new plans with new friends and that just leads to drifting from one friend and getting closer to the other. but life happens. some may have changed attitudes or reasons. whatever the reason, there will always be changes.

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found these quotes in one of my salon books from school---

"life is not a destination. life is a journey. as long as you continue the journey, you will always be a success." - albert camus

"its easy to make a buck. its a lot tougher to make a difference." -tom brokaw

"time is the coin in your life. it is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. be careful lest you let other people spend it for you." - carl sandburg

"people are just about as happy as they make up their mind to be." -abraham lincoln

"kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless." -mother teresa

"saying nothing... sometimes says the most." -emily dickinson

"even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there." -will rogers

"attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference." -winston churchill

"obstacles are what you see when we take out eyes off our goal." -roslene glickman

"the time is always right to do what is right." - dr. martin luther king jr.



k ill be back soon to post some pictures up of what ive been doing in school :)

its a hard knock life

life just doesnt get any easier when youre getting older. i find myself struggling a lot more now-a-days. im finding it hard to make some decisions sometimes and it just stresses me out. i miss having such a carefree life. i wish i was a kid again! getting away with things i cant do now. having my parents decide for me so i dont have to stress. not having drama or having to deal with problems that im dealing with now. but i have to grow up some day... and now is that freaking time! gotta stick it out on my own. it makes me sad though because if i were to get into any type of trouble, my parents have that choice of not being there, friends have that choice of not supporting anything.. just lonely old me. its just a scary thought of being alone in this world. i cant image life without having those who are beside me. people now are more about themselves. they only care about where they are and where they need to go. some people dont find the need to be a helping hand and help someone who is in need... and those people need to go f*** themselves... haha jk. shooot, we are who we are. do what you gotta do. go with your instincts. do what is right! i just need to lower my stress level down to about zero and that would be fine haha. i gotta stop running away from problems and just solve the damn thing because itll just haunt me until i do something about it. its a hard knock life!

Time

someone once told me that time was the most important things you could ever give someone. no one really realizes how much time we have, get, lose, or recieve. you need time to see your loved ones. you need time to fall in love. you need time to keep for yourself. you need time to make mistakes.. and time to learn from them. you need time to have a life. you need time to plan your life. you need time to find yourself and who you truly are. you need time to heal. you have good times and bad times. your timing could be off sometimes but you have all the time in the world to make up for it. some people think time goes by so fast and they wished that time could go slower or to have more time in the day. but sometimes we lose time. we wish we could go back in time. or we need more time that we just cant have. we wished we had more time with a certain someone. we needed more time to sleep. we need more time to make just enough money to pay bills. its crazy how time works.. and we just never know what, when, where, how time will be. be kind and cherrish your time. spend time with your family, kids, boyfriend, husband, lover, neighbors and friends. give yourself time to love yourself. everything happens for a reason. give time a chance to do its magic.



i love you.
i time you.
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shmello!

now for my blog about whats been going on with me for the past few weeks.. ive been sick, sicker, and sickest. it was really bad. it started with just a migrane then to a fever. it went away for a few days and then came back 10x worse. the fever came back while i was in school. i had to take an early out. and soon after that it turned into the flu. oh it was horrible! i use to never get sick like that and baaaaammm, it came out of no where. im glad to say im feeling so much better and healthier :) still coughing w/ a stuffy nose but im better than before so im happy about that. school is going great. family is doing fine.

my boyfriend is wonderful. it still makes me sad only seeing him on the weekends pretty much. it went from every single day to weekends and nights that im not tired and exhausted ill sneak a visit. yes, i used to see him every day and never got tired of him haha. but now its good in a way because then we can get our other priorities done with no distraction.. well maybe a little distraction lol but not enough to knock me off the track. i also realized that i need to get myself an effing job because hes too nice to me. hes pays for everything and i never have anything to give him back in return except for my undying love of course haha. and hes the reason why i gained so much damn weight -_- that makes me sad too haha oh gosh so lame but sooo true! he told me "baby its ok.. it means your happy and in love." he was right im really happy and in love with him but i dont like what its done to my body image. im in a total different body. same person! just a few pounds heavier :( i cant believe i even have the guts to be saying this on my blog but im just saying what and how it makes me feel so if your disgusted, then leave. anyway, yes job is what i need to pamper him and treat him like a princess this time. but its soo hard right now because of school.. and meccamee.. which........ ill talk about another time. ill try to work it out though. school is not cheap and i need to start paying it off soon enough. anyway, i think this update is good enough for now. ill be back to blog blog blog smore.

**someone hook it up with a job! school tuition is kickin my ass -____-

remember........ time.
i time you..

kids say the darnest things

im supposed to be finishing my piece that im teaching at rehearsal tonight but i sorta got lost in the youtube world lol. here are some of my faves that make me LOL:












this will make me smile & giggle anyday :) hahaha



im done now. k bye

learning new thaangs

we've been learning something new everyday since i started school. i'm actually really really proud of myself and it extremely amazes me how much i have to learn and how far i have come in only 2 weeks! when i learn something new i just feel like i can conquer the world and just do everyones hair... lol jk but i always get into the mood to do everyones hair like i know what im doing. i barely know anything but i kinda feel like i know enough, well i just really wish i could just do hair already.. like have a job at a nice salon and do sickening haircuts, color, and do hair for parties and weddings, etc. ugh i just gotta keep wishing til next year -_- hahaha. anyway, ive been taking some photos of the hair styles/techniques we've been learning so far and i would love to share it with the you guys :)


side view || we learned how to used rollers and the different tecniques to add volume and where to place the rollers and stuff like that.


front view || kinda ugggs lol


back view || we werent doing anything yet so i just hooked my manny up with some roowwss.. ya knowww?! :P


back view || roller set BEFORE..


side view || just another view. same roller set BEFORE..


back view || the roller set AFTER (before the brushing)


back view || after the teasing and brushing out the curls


front view || big hurr dont currr type hair :) i named her carmen btw lol


back view || & today this is what we did. permssss



thats all i have right now. i hope yall like it :) we did some other things too but i just didnt get a chance to snap a photo right quick but im gna start snapping shots all over the place to keep whoever reads this up to date with me while im in school. mmk. oh and i already have my next blog topic ready to be typed up so stay tuned! :)

can you say AMAZING???!!!! :)

--- my first week of school was a lot of fun. on the first day, we just did some introducing stuff, went over the syllabus, and set up our roll-abouts (meaning we got our little mobile station that holds all our hair ish and all the other goodies we got). on zeee second day, we did our first cut :) ...i know! i didnt expect to learn cutting til at least the 2nd week. they dowwnnt puhhlay.. they went straight into it. we also learned how to properly blow dry hair with a round brush, scalp treatment (refreshens your scalp and comes with a head, neck, and shoulder massage..super BOMB!), how to put rollers in, the different ways to put rollers on, how to use perm rollers & end papers, ummmmm.. i know theres more but i just cant think of it right know -_- i apologize for my bad memory. i pretty much learned a bunch of stuff on the first week. and TODAY we had our first exam on lasts weeks ish and learned another cut. im looking forward to a great year at this school and getting my hair lisence next year so i can cut & do hurrrrr :) and get that ca$$$h monnaay from my clients aka friends, who are patiently waiting a year til i graduate, right? :) hahaha i hope so.

--- my weekend was pretty chill. on friday night, i went to corys house. he had people over and some friends visiting from hawaii. no biggie, just chilled. saturday, i went to nicoles birthday dinner at bahama breeze. went to corys house. then went to tao with some girlpreeenss. my first time at tao.. loved it!! gogo danced for all the drunk lookin assses... danced on that stage til my feet hurt.. and let me tell you, my feet never everr hurt like this before! the heel booties i wore were comfy til about 2 hours of dancing. i honestly think i did something to one of my toes cus it still hurts and feels weird when i try bending it. anyway, after tao i went back to corys house to chill and rest my feet. and knocked out shortly after that lol. on sunday, i woke up to corys friend/new roommate moving his things into the room across the hall. i watched them move things in. i know, how rude lol. it was too early for me to even function haha. then the boys went grocery shoppaang for the superbowl party. had some bombbb food! baby won some $$$ on a parlay. then just chilled the rest of the night. thatssss all.


i know my blogs run pretty long but that should matter to you. its all for my personal keeps... and also because i have bad memory lol. so i pretty much keep this so i can look back and be like "oh that was a fun day" or "wow, how lame was i?" or just sit here and laugh at the computer screen. i really dont know who actually takes the time to read all about my life but if it interests you, be my guest! im sure ill have a lot of interesting days or stories to share.
-oh, interuption.. i just got a text from a close friend.-- brenda, if you ever read this, i love you! im glad youre doing great. i cant wait til you can be home so you can come out and play again. i know the hospital is such a miserable place but hang in there mamas! <3

ill be back to blog blog blog some more. -bern

the past few days...

ok so its been a few days since ive blogged. lets see...

some birthdays just passed. happy birthday to: arvin olano, ej barba, christian pacquing, jr pacquing, corrine pereira, karen miranda, jen igmat, and the rest of the january bday kidds.

meccamee: we continued with training. nothing new with that but on thursday a camera crew came to our rehearsal to film us because ileri, aka miss teen nevada, is on a reality show and they came to film her and her life. we got interviewed, they filmed us learning ejs dance, made us do a few of our sets, and candidly fimled us. signed a few release papers and now we're just waiting for the show to start! haha it was fun filiming though. cant wait to see the 2.5 second clip of meccamee on tv.. hahahaha.

boyfrienderly: weve been together for offically 6 months :) its going by so quick! im super thankful for having him in my life. <3>school: i start on monday! i cant explain how extremely excited i am to start. i cant believe im saying this but im so excited for school!! haha OH and also one of my good friends, nicole, is starting with me on monday too! she signed up as quickly as she can so she can start on monday. im glad im not gonna be alone haha. anyway i still need to go shopping for school. they have a strick dress code which is: black and white solids only! and black shoes only! haha i dont really care. im am fine with that.

i finally got a new phone! haha those of you who know me know why im soo happy lol. i had a razr which was broken so i hated it. i got a blackberry curve. as long as it has QWERTY aka a keyboard then im fully satisfied.

scary incident: hahaha omg ok so after rehearsal on thrusday, some of us went to the new HOM lmao "house of meditation" as ellis calls it. ellis, jane, jenn, lex, cody, and mike moved into a house together. super cute and spacious house. anyway, while we were there jenn was explaining to me and my sister that she got 2 chihuahuas for 100 on craigslist but they couldnt keep it cus ellis' dog, maia, would eat them alive. so she was trying to sell it to us. we wanted to see them right away but they were at her friends house so lexx and i decided to go get them. as we were getting off the freeway we were getting onto flamingo and made a right.. right. and i guess lex didnt see the truck or they were just speeding and as we were turning right, we notice a truck speeding a swerving on the left and smelt burnt rubber.. then we realized maybe we didnt see them and so this truck was super angry that we cut em off so they then decided to tailgate us. me and lex we re freaking the fuck out. then they try driving right next to us but we were too scared to look out the window so we kept going. then they decided they want to follow us to our destination... so we paniced and just turned into streets we didnt even know. we were getting lost and being chased by scary people. we were seriously about to shit our pants.. like crying status.. then the road we were on was a dead end so we had no choice but to turn into a neighborhood. they were still trying to keep up with us and soon they just cut us off and blocked the road. we had no where to go. i was like "lexx just drive!!! goo around the truck".. the guys rolled their windows down and come to find out that they were some teenager boys. but we werent relieved at all. they asked for our number but we refused so then he came out of the car. i was like....... "lex GOOO!! im sooo scared!!!!!! theyre gonna shoot us!!!" but lex was freaking out so much that she couldnt even think. so he was like "you know you almost hit us.. we couldvt died!" lex was apologizing and then he was like give me your number.. and ill let you go. so lex gave it to them and he set us free. he was like "we should hang out sometime.." hahahahaha trying to hit on her and shit.. crazy mess but so so scary. then we went and got the puppies.. oh my gaaaahssss... soo cutes!! i want them soo badly! then we went back to the house telling everyone our story haha. k the end.


....til next time, blog world!

Sooo essssited!!!!

you may ask why i am sooo excited.. well its because you are now looking at your future hair stylist :) this has been what ive been waiting for ever since... always! lol well ever since i became obsessed with hurrrrr. anywho, so monday after taking my lola to the airport (sad time) i headed to euphoria institute for my meeting with the boss ladies. after a few hrs of 2 interviews, talking about why im interested, a tour of the school, piles of paper full of 'read this' 'sign here here and here', and $$$ payment info, i was already accepted. i could not stop smiling!! some of my friends know how much going to this school means to me. &also the family drama i had with this. im not going to get into that. basically, it took some arguing, tears, yelling, door slaming, and careful and respectful listening from my parents. i have filipino parents. that says it all! i am not at all interested in the medical field. so please, move along. im just glad and excited as can be to be finally doing what I.. yes, ME.. what I want to do. growing up in my family was a bunch of 'youre going to be a nurse' or 'you WILL be a nurse or you pay for your own schooling' but i didnt let that stop me. and thank goshness i didnt fall for it! haha :) well i start school on the 26th and my school sched is Mon-Fri from 8am-430pm. seems like high school all over again lol but i am not complaining. ill be seeing one of my best friends, trisha, everyday again! im also soo so excited for that!! yay trisha! me and trisha shared the same passion for hair and the same goals for college plans. she was one of my first friends when i moved to vegas and she is still in my life :) im very very glad for that. we were supposed to start cosmo school at the same time and do everything together but that got messed up cus of my parents being filipino and making me take the pharmacy course at csn lol its whatevs now. i have orientation at euphoria tomorrow. gotta finish up my FAFSA paper work... pain in my ass!!!!!


as for meccamee, we resumed our rehearsals on tuesday. we are now in training mode for the next few months. so far chris, jayce, matt, and arvin taught. supaaaa sickening so far!!! we learned matt and arvins last night. they were both fuckin amazing!!! ugh i cant get over it lol. i cant wait to learn all the other dances. oh we also started conditioning... its burns but im glad we're doing it!


as for the boyfraaan, hes great. we're great. lifes great lol. they had a kickback at their house last night. saw old faces and met new ones too. cory and his roommates are like BP for life.. haha. im definitely cutting down on that cus im very serious about going to school and also trying to get in shape. we're supposed to go to XS tomorrow night :) so essited for that. heard that place was craccckin and better than tryst. anyway, my and corys 6 mo is coming up :) aw yay lol


well i have 9 more days to do crazy, stay up all night things til i start school and be freaking lola. then ill have only the weekend to relax and chill.... unless i get a job. ill have to wait and see.

i gotss a bruise

thats how you spell bruise right?! if not, what im trying to say is 'bah-rooooozzzzzz'. anyway, so last night i went out and partied.. for the first time in a long while. an HOM party. we celebrated karens berrfday. they had great music and great people. thats what really counts :) well i gotss a bruise and i dont know how i got it. its on my middle faaanger. i wore a ring on that finger last night soooo... um yea i still dont know how it got there. well to sum it up, it was a fun party and great seeing all my frienderlies even some super random, long time no see friends too! after the party i went to my boyfraans house and knocked the F out. then i woke up and met up with my family and went to church. we came home and ate our dindin. after that me and my sister watched the end of mr. and mrs. smith and the devil wears prada. i love that movie! ugh i pretty much love any movie ann hathaway is in! lol. its my lolas last night here. she leaves tomorrow at noon. sad daaays man, sad days! im gonna miss her soo mahhtzz! :( i only see her once a year. twice if im lucky. well hopefully she moves over here so i dont have to complain anymore. lol well i need to go sleepy time soon. i have to take my lola to the airport tmrw. goodnight!

Happy Birthday Lola! :)

indeed its her birthday today. shes actually visiting from new jersey right now. she leaves on monday :( anyway, my fambambi and i are going out to eat and do family things cus we're going out as a family. get it? got it? goood. i will update this thaaang thang when i get home. shooots!


update time!
ill start with last night.
cory (my boyfriend) came and picked me up after he got off work. he was expecting to pick tim up from the airport on the way back to his house but tim called right when we got there so i just watched tv and made soup while he was gone. kyle, bronson, and chad all showed up to the house at the same time. we waited for cory and tim to come home so we can play beerpong. they finally came back and we started to play. the first round i jsut sat and watched cus they all wanted to go against each other and it was kyles first time playing so i let them have their fun lol. bronson and kyle ended up winning so me and cory went against them. we were doing so well and we lost to the team with the guy who never played bp before lol. how sad well they played some more and i got bored being the only girl there so i just went to babys room and watched tv. i ended up falling asleep but cory woke me up to go with him to meet tim and his cousins up at downtown to gamble for a bit. i thought we were gonna do the fun penny slot machine thing but he wanted to play poker instead. aaaanddd i had left my id in my trench cus we went out earlier that week so i couldnt even sit and watch him play -_- luckily they had comfy couches and i fell asleep waiting. it made me a bit cranky cus by then it was like 4 something in the am. he came and woke me up to go eat at the california hotel. he loves the oxtail soup there. i think its gross lol so i just ordered a club sandwhich. i started to feel a little sick so i stopped eating. we left shortly after that. on our way home i started feeling nauseous so i asked him to pull over but nothing came out. by the time i got home i felt worse. i ran to my room, drank some water and laid down hoping to feel better but i didnt. i ended up doing the deed in my trash can. i felt much better after that! i went right to sleep and woke up at like 3 to my mom yelling for everyone to get ready. i got up and got ready and my fam headed to dj babin.... something. its a filipino restaurant. anyway, the food there is aiiiggght. after that we all went home. and now im here blogging lol. tonight is karens bday party at HOM. im thinking about going. well ill be back to blog about my night so we'll see what i end up doing....

first blog...

so i was inspired to start blogging thanks to lex and mico :) lol. i realized i needed something to let everything out whether it is memories i wanted to keep, stuff about my day, letting anger out... anything and everything pretty much. i keep some things to myself and i think blogging about my thoughts is way better than just keeping it in my thoughts, rotting away lol. well ill be back later to start an official blog with a title and errrthaaang haha. <3