Time

someone once told me that time was the most important things you could ever give someone. no one really realizes how much time we have, get, lose, or recieve. you need time to see your loved ones. you need time to fall in love. you need time to keep for yourself. you need time to make mistakes.. and time to learn from them. you need time to have a life. you need time to plan your life. you need time to find yourself and who you truly are. you need time to heal. you have good times and bad times. your timing could be off sometimes but you have all the time in the world to make up for it. some people think time goes by so fast and they wished that time could go slower or to have more time in the day. but sometimes we lose time. we wish we could go back in time. or we need more time that we just cant have. we wished we had more time with a certain someone. we needed more time to sleep. we need more time to make just enough money to pay bills. its crazy how time works.. and we just never know what, when, where, how time will be. be kind and cherrish your time. spend time with your family, kids, boyfriend, husband, lover, neighbors and friends. give yourself time to love yourself. everything happens for a reason. give time a chance to do its magic.



i love you.
i time you.
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shmello!

now for my blog about whats been going on with me for the past few weeks.. ive been sick, sicker, and sickest. it was really bad. it started with just a migrane then to a fever. it went away for a few days and then came back 10x worse. the fever came back while i was in school. i had to take an early out. and soon after that it turned into the flu. oh it was horrible! i use to never get sick like that and baaaaammm, it came out of no where. im glad to say im feeling so much better and healthier :) still coughing w/ a stuffy nose but im better than before so im happy about that. school is going great. family is doing fine.

my boyfriend is wonderful. it still makes me sad only seeing him on the weekends pretty much. it went from every single day to weekends and nights that im not tired and exhausted ill sneak a visit. yes, i used to see him every day and never got tired of him haha. but now its good in a way because then we can get our other priorities done with no distraction.. well maybe a little distraction lol but not enough to knock me off the track. i also realized that i need to get myself an effing job because hes too nice to me. hes pays for everything and i never have anything to give him back in return except for my undying love of course haha. and hes the reason why i gained so much damn weight -_- that makes me sad too haha oh gosh so lame but sooo true! he told me "baby its ok.. it means your happy and in love." he was right im really happy and in love with him but i dont like what its done to my body image. im in a total different body. same person! just a few pounds heavier :( i cant believe i even have the guts to be saying this on my blog but im just saying what and how it makes me feel so if your disgusted, then leave. anyway, yes job is what i need to pamper him and treat him like a princess this time. but its soo hard right now because of school.. and meccamee.. which........ ill talk about another time. ill try to work it out though. school is not cheap and i need to start paying it off soon enough. anyway, i think this update is good enough for now. ill be back to blog blog blog smore.

**someone hook it up with a job! school tuition is kickin my ass -____-

remember........ time.
i time you..